dear diary...

Today (actually yesterday - 28 March) is my birthday. I think, maybe this is a day which i'm not in a happy mood... I don't know, y, I, feel.. hmm.. I don't know.. n today, i keep scold him :( .. I'm so sorry my dear. I didn't mean to do that.  I juz.. I don't know. maybe b'coz, it's remind me to something. something about past.


It was my 14th birthday. Me n my mr FR was not-get-along-so-well during this time. I was with someone else. a guy that i admired most of my life in that time. I never had a surprise before which he is the one n only who gave me a surprise that I can't forget it forever. Well, as usual for a birthday girl/boy, we will receive many present from everyone. so did I. for the rest of my life, I never n ever thought that I will receive "THE" present especially on that day. it was really a surprise.  He was late n I kept waiting him. my friend, Aini, came with a bouquet of flower. so colourful.. I was so happy. I thanks Aini but she said it is not from her. It is from him. then he came n joined us. ok, kita teruskan ke part lain.. after he gave me the flower, he took me to a shop n bought me a ring, a kind of silver I, perhaps ? n thats all.. that's the last memory I remembered about being celebrate with him. guess now I celebrate my birthday with a lonely n dull moment.. hmm..


Mr FR, i'm so sorry... i juz can't take HIM off from my damn head. my memories wif him r strong. maybe b'coz he is my 1st love.


dear FR, maaf sebab sy x hepy mcm yg sepatutnye bufday girl hepy. i'm trying but i can't n i'm still figure it how to be happy as I should. i know u had already try ur best to make me happy.. it's not ur fault that u can't make me happy. its about me, who always keep thinking about the past. n i'm so sorry coz i still cannot forget it which is the truth is, i'm the one who don't want to forget it. i really sorry coz i mess it all. tapi ada 1 perkara yg sy nak awk tau iaitu, walaupun sy takk gembira dgn mcm² yg awk cuba buat utk buat sy gembira tp sy gembira sebab awk sentiasa ada kat sisi sy especially when i desperately need u. which i really appreciate n like about u...

Real name: ^{иυя нι∂αуαн}
Nickname: cιĸ αууιє @ αууιє @ miss what~so~ever
Age: Sweet 20
Bezday: 28 ṃαɾсh
Study: Now in Nilai,N9 , duin' my DIP. IN Physiotherapy
Live: Somewhere in da earth
Status: In Love with My Family only for now ❤❤❤

p/s: Luv ur LiFe FirSt b4 u WanNa LuV SomEonE ElsE. SmiLe LikE TherE's NO mOrE sMiLe 4 U ◕‿◕

RUBBISH

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